i hate winter

you can not even imagine how much i hate winters in london. cold, dark, damp and just shit. you would think having lived my whole life here i would be used to them, but no, everytime winter comes round i hate it even more than the last one. and now to top it all off i have got a cold, my nose is blocked, my head hurts and my whole face feels swollen. i fucking hate winter.

anyways, tonight i am going to a leaving do for a friend of mine. i would have given it a miss given how i feel but i will go along because i don't think i will get to see some of those people for a while.

i tried to go to the gym last night and do some training but i was feeling a little weak. i still did ok considering i have been struck down by disease. i will go to the gym on the weekend and even if i can't train i will just sit in the steam room for a while and it will clear my head. i fucking hate winter. i need this weekend to come round quick because work it tough when you feel like shit. only 1 more day to get through.

today i have mostly been listening to sigur ros - hoppipolla. enjoy