earlies

am on earlies this week which means getting up at 6am. am finding it hard to get up that early. don't know why as at my last bank i had to get up just after 5am when i was on earlies and a few times it was during the cold winter months when it would be pitch black and cold outside when i was leaving home. its april so 6 am should be a walk in the park, but i don't know, it just feels hard.

football on wednesday night because i told the guys i was going to angels and airwaves thursday night and wouldn't be able to make it unless football got moved.
i noticed a feature on blogger where you can post a picture where your title bar is supposed to go at the top of the blog. i have put a picture i took at a nine inch nails concert last year. what a night. will post pics from angels and airwaves on friday.

got perilously close to emailing you this evening. i was watching tv and relaxing and you came into my head and i got really worried about you all of a sudden. thought about it for a couple of minutes and then decided i would let it go. you got bigger things to worry about than having to deal with me.
just take care of yourself flower. Maybe its because i can sense that you are anxious over what will happen over the next few weeks, but i am feeling anxious about how you are these days.
take care my friend.

today i have mostly been listening to sparta - air.
If you see through these motives
you'll please report your progress