almost maybe

its the week before the week before christmas and suddenly i have been getting calls about jobs.

i have an interview this week with an asset manager and i am also up for a role at a commodities trading house. hopefully something comes through and i can start the new year working some place new and feeling motivated and useful. 

my current role is still rolling as it has been and am still being ignored and underutilized. spoke to one of the other guys in the UK who has been there a year and he said getting information and knowledge out of the existing members of the team that i was in was very difficult. my initial impressions about the team has only been reinforced by hearing that. 

hopefully one of these contracts comes through and i can be done. its going to be a long hard slog trying to work with the other guys in the team i am in, and they seem to be making it needlessly difficult by their lack of co-operation and knowledge sharing. thats fine, i will make other arrangements. if neither one of these 2 contracts comes through for me, i will still keep pushing to escape. 

this is disintagration performed by the Cure. absolutely stunning.