glass houses

have had a couple of those days where i just feel like i should move on sooner rather than later. am struggling to motivate myself and am just getting shitty things to do which don't interest me too much. lots of hardware issues and swapping of system boards and processors and memory and shit like that. usually i quite like being huddled away and getting to do stuff like that, but when even that becomes tiresome, you know you are having a few bad days.

i think its a february thing. its by far the most depressing month of the year in london. there is nothing good to say about it. its utterly miserable. unfortunately the contract market seems to have gone quiet again after a little flurry of activity a couple of weeks ago. we shall keep the faith.

in other news, my boss sent a mail to our department saying he would be on holiday over the august bank holiday weekend and one of us would need to cover. thanks for that. christ he got in a bit early there especially as i ended up covering christmas and new year as well. give someone else a chance dude. actually i don't know why i am whining because i will be long gone by then. i will really be annoyed if i am still here.

anyways am off out tonight in shoreditch to meet up with some friends if we can get it organised. people are being awkward. they are saying they don't want to go to the bar which we have been going to for 3 years and that is right round the corner for 3 of the guys (not me), and so they are picking shitty alternatives. why is it that people turn into miserable gits as they get older. oh well, no bother as its friday tomorrow.

today i have mostly been listening to kids in glass houses - matters at all.