escape

had a department meeting this morning. it was mainly just an update about all the new wonderful changes they are making that will make life easier and more efficient. it was mostly bullshit. do they think what they are saying is profound or new. its not fella. i have heard it all before with the same phrases and lame jokes every where i have worked. do senior managers all go on the same soft skills and management courses and get a standard script of phrases to use?. it seems like it to me. i just stood there thinking of the beaches in southern california and of driving through the desert on my way to las vegas from phoenix. those were good days....

had a telephone interview yesterday for a job that i really didn't want to do. anyways i don't need to worry about that because they don't want to call me in anyways. agents are always a little timid and worried about giving news of getting turned down. need not worry with me. i have been rejected more times .......than er......someone who has been rejected a lot of times. michael jackson has had fewer rejections to be a registered childminder than i have for computing jobs.

also turned down another job that might have been an option but it was a permanent role and i want to stick with contracting a little while longer. its coming up to the new year and i want to see what i can get in january. just need to make myself endure my current job for a while longer.

football got cancelled for tomorrow night. its december and we are struggling to get numbers. i think we will for the rest the year. am not too dossapointed because it bloody freezing this week and the forecast was for rain tomorrow as well. cold and rain. arrghhh!!!. this is just the worse time of year.

seeing gaslight anthem play on friday night and thats about it really.

anyways, hope you are well cali girl.

today i have mostly been listening to editors - escape the nest. it was on their last album but was not a single. wicked tune.