fluidity

weekends are golden. i never used to appreciate them before, but the last few years i really do look forward to them. work was up and down this week. some of the time it was ok and some of the time it was maddeningly frustrating. whenever it got really bad i would just get on a job site and apply for a job. its good therapy and there were a couple of really good roles out there which i would be interested in doing. have still not heard about that thing in Qatar, but i never just apply for one job and wait for an answer. you have to hit everything all the time. 


i didnt go to football last night. i had a bit of a sore throat and the sniffles, caught from being crammed like cattle with other people on the train in the morning, and the thought of playing football in cold and rain last night was not what i needed to be doing. also it will be good to rest a bit as my foot that injured over a month ago is still not completely healed. i might play next week if the weather is ok, but its been awful all week. it looks exactly like it would in november as you slide into the midst of winter. dark grey clouds and rain and cold. its horrible. 


hope to hear about some jobs next week otherwise i will carry on applying. i think one of the things that makes me not like the place, aside from the fact that its all disorganised and a mess, is that i cant see myself learning much there, and thats a bit demotivating. i dont really have anyone else i can learn from there. when i am the smartest (and only) guy in the room, you are in trouble and its not much fun for me. 


today i have mostly been listening to anison - fluidity. new music for y'all.