boring

i think i am running out of things to say. everything is benign and calm (ie. boring). weather has regressed back into the cool and cloudy conditions of the last few months although the weather was wicked on saturday, normal service has resumed for monday. hopefully things will get better in time for the weekend again.

trained as hard as i ever have this weekend, so much so, that on saturday when i got home i felt a little lightheaded and groggy like i had been in a boxing match and had been hit around the head a few times. i was exhausted from training and cycling.

i still haven't started studying for another exam. it was genuinely my intention to do so, but i seem to be struggling for motivation. will just have to knuckle down and do it, but its hard to study in your spare time.

i got a load of films from my friend and that is proving to be a distraction. i watched step brothers with will ferrell and its very funny and i watched the wrestler which has mickey rourke and evan rachel wood in it, and that was an excellent film as well, though a bit of a downer. its also filmed in new jersey around elizabeth and rahway, and rahway is where my uncle lives and where i stay when i am out in the states. it all looked pretty grim in the film. its not quite that bad in real life...though i will admit, some parts of new jersey are pretty bad. some parts of london are a shithole, so thats not me saying anything bad against NJ.

still not booked my ticket to cali yet. waiting to hear back from my friend who might want to go. there are some special offers at the moment and i can get a good deal if i book soon. hopefully he finds out his dates soon and makes a decision quick. i just like to know the exact date of when i will escaping this city.

was included in an email from my 'friend' who i went on my road trip with, last summer and who i haven't spoken to since i got back. he was aksing if anyone had 6 spare tickets for michael jackson at the o2, later this year. what a pointless email. 1 million tickets sold out in 3 hours and he is asking if anyone has 6 spare. the only people that will have 6 spare tickets are touts (scalpers) and they will be charging hundreds of pounds for them. he seems to think one of his friends is going to give him 6 spare tickets which he is offering to buy at face value. don't be silly dude.

you just want to give everyone the impression you want to go to that concert but you couldn't be bothered to arrange anything and then they all went. i should have told him i had a spare ticket to see nine inch nails in knoxville, tenessee or that he could have seen radiohead in hollywood but both times he passed on them. its all for show.

anyways the weeks are flying by. the clocks go forward this weekend and long summer evenings will be upon shortly. can't wait.

take care cali girl.

today i have mostly been listening to Lil Wayne - got money. don't ask.