Friday 5 June 2009

perpetual cloud

normal service resumed. the weather is terrible. dark grey clouds and it looks like it could start raining at any time. it looks like a november afternoon outside, not june. 
work is busy this week because my team leader is away on another course. this is the 3rd course in the last couple of months. i think i mentioned a while back that i thought he might leave. well i might be wrong because they seem to treat him well here and you wouldn't get this many courses out of another employer. he must know he is onto a good thing here. 

i still haven't booked my ticket for cali. i don't know why. i just haven't yet. i really should get it done soon. the thought of going on my own is a bit of a downer. have been to the states lots of times on my own, so i don't why i feel different this time. was thinking i might do a few days in new york before heading out to cali, and stay with my uncle. at least that way, i am not completely on my todd for the whole time i am out there. will see how it goes. jesus!, if the weather stays like this for much longer i will glady go solo and catch some sun in socal. i need a summer. if i don't go to the states it looks like i won't see the sun. summers are so shit here in england the last few years. we are under perpetual cloud cover for all but a few weeks of the year. 

these are strange days. feeling a little odd. i don't know what it is or why. am sensing from some of my friends that they are feeling restless/fed up/bored. hopefully something will come and break the monotony and lift us out of this feeling. 

the actor david carridine was found dead in his hotel room in bangkok yesterday. recently, he is most famous for being the bill character in the kill bill movies. anyways it seems he was found naked in the closet with a rope tied around his neck and around his genitals. reports were that it was suicide. i think they were being a bit kind and not actually saying what everyone thought, which was that it appears he died whilst jerking off, not unlike mr michael hutchence. 

quick tip for anyone here, if you are jerking off and you feel yourself dieing, and a bright white light starts to appear in the distance with jesus christ standing in it, then stop jerking off at that point. its not worth busting a nut if its going to cost you your life. seems like its stating the obvious, you would think, but its clearly not to some people. 

anyways, after that useful tip, i shall bid you farewell. have a lovely weekend. enjoy yourselves, but remember to stop what you are doing if you see jesus. 

today i have been mostly been listening to doves - kingdom of rust. 


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