i feel shattered. its been a long few months of darkness and cloud and long nights and dark morning and rush hour trains and work and rain. with the exception of 3 days over christmas i have not taken any time off from work, and i feel worn out and a bit fed up.
i have 3 more months to get through till my contract is up and will see how it goes. i dont think they will need me after april and i really could do with a couple of weeks off.
work is going ok. i cant complain about it because there is nothing to complain about. some of it is interesting, i am learning some things i did not know before and they pay me. you can not ask for more than that. i just need to get through the next 3 months. its really hit me that last couple of weeks. my energy is leaving me. have missed a few sessions at the gym but i forced myself to go on thursday night and it will set me up for good sessions this weekend. a good hard session always makes me feel better for a day or two.
work is going ok. i cant complain about it because there is nothing to complain about. some of it is interesting, i am learning some things i did not know before and they pay me. you can not ask for more than that. i just need to get through the next 3 months. its really hit me that last couple of weeks. my energy is leaving me. have missed a few sessions at the gym but i forced myself to go on thursday night and it will set me up for good sessions this weekend. a good hard session always makes me feel better for a day or two.
this song sounds like how i feel.
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