baba

its warmer in london than it is in los angeles or san diego right now and the sunshine lasts till thursday according to the forecast. i cycled on saturday and sunday and i didnt need my jacket or gloves of hat. it was lovely. it must have been the weather but i trained extra hard this week and i feel bigger today. you can get into that trap of training and not really pushing yourself and i had fallen into that over the last couple of months. this weekend i hit it hard and i feel better for it. 


work is work. no one is giving me hassle and i am not under any pressure at all, but i just tend to get frustrated with myself when i dont feel like i have produced enough work or achieved anything. anyways, i am slowly getting into it and if the other guy ends up coming back from holiday in about 10 days, i think the job will be easy money as i will have someone to ask stuff. its just the little qwerks that take time to work out. once you get your head round them, things tend to be plain sailing......mostly. 


i didnt play football last week as my foot still hurts from injuring it a week before. i am not going to play this thursday either because one of the guys from my last job at the hedge fund is leaving and its his leaving drinks. he was a permie and had been there 10 years. in my time there, i think i managed to reassure him that its always a good thing to start something new and he has taken the plunge and got a new job. like i tell everyone, i have never regretted leaving a job. i have regretted not taking some jobs offered to me, but you never have an ounce of regret about leaving. 


today i have mostly been listening to the gaslight anthem - baba o'reilly.