tired

i am so tired....so so tired.
i have been on-call this week and also on earlies. its bad enough waking up at 5am every morning but its even worse when you get paged at 1 am two nights in a row and have to get up and try and fix something.
when my alarm has gone off the last 2 mornings its felt like i just went to sleep. i get up and shower and get changed and go to work and actually i feel fine for the first couple of hours, but then the tiredness hits you and you feel really strung out for most of the remainder of the day. its my last night of being on call tonight and i also have a week off from work next week, so there is light at the end of the tunnel.

in other news that place that interviewed me 3 times, decided not to offer me the job. maybe they felt embarressed about having to call me in for a 4th interview...or maybe they really didn't want me. don't matter as i was not really feeling good about the whole thing anyway. onwards and upwards.

thats it really. today i have mostly been listening to bob seger. blue collar, working mans, music from detroit not too dissimilar to springsteen in many ways, singing about the most important things in life, cars and girls. thats not me being sarcastic either, they are the most important things in life.

take care