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another weekend over and this not going to work for 2 days thing feels pretty good. i wonder what a few weeks not going to work might feel like?. pretty good i imagine. i will find out soon. 3 weeks in fact.

weekend has been good. training, cycling, haircut, laundry, tv. that about sums it up. today was the first day where i didn't feel deficient in my training and am in good shape again. i could have trained a bit longer and harder today but i wanted to get home in time for the last F1 grand prix of the season on tv. when i am off work in december and going to do monster sessions.

the start of another week at work tomorrow. it will be dull. the end of the year is always a bit of a slow time in investment banks. change freeze and heightened awareness in december and nothing gets done. there would be a bit of a rush to get stuff done in november but seeing as my project finished on schedule last week, we don't have anything to do in the 2 weeks of contingency that we had. some us work on shit that gets delivered on time.

gym junkie asked me if i was going to go away on holiday somewhere in december. i said it could be a possibility but i would rather spend the money and time on an exchange 2010 course if i can get a late booking somewhere. he looked at me like i had gone mental in the head. some people just don't get it .

today i have mostly been listening to linkin park -numb