Monday 8 March 2010

work is starting to get painful. am really starting to get that feeling of dreading mondays and rejoicing on fridays. thats a bad sign. i said a little while ago that i was not desperate to leave but i am becoming more and more so each day. frustration is increasing. i wish something would come through soon. please please please.

at least i am getting out of london next weekend even if its only for a day. nottingham can't come soon enough. its going to be a long week, i can just feel it. weather is bright but still freezing cold. had enough of this shit and i have forgotten how many months its being going on for. it feels like forever.

today i have mostly been listening to bruce springsteen - devils and dust.
my friend who i have known since i was 11 years old is being sent to afganistan in a few weeks on a tour of duty. hopefully he comes back safe in a few months time, but you can't help thinking that for the people that have already been killed, afghans and soldiers, its been such a pointless exercise.
i know my friend doesn't want to go, but its his job and he would never back out of it. old men with no morals sending young man who have morals. doesn't seem quite right. maybe we should send the old men like blair and bush instead. they talk tough. lets if they got the stones.

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